Saturday 21 March 2009

Mum's Support

Salam to all...

“Nothing changes until something moves.”

“Look at everything as though you are seeing for the
first time, with the eyes of a child, fresh with wonder.”

"Our greatest danger in life is permitting the urgent things
to crowd out the important.”


“Be like a postage stamp. Stick to
one thing until you get there.”

“Act the way you’d like to be and soon
you’ll be the way you act.”

Friday 20 March 2009

Saw Someone.....

im tired...
cycle of life...
thankful to be happy...
even only few days...
i even dont know...
whats my doubt inside...
Friday comes...
i felt not really good...
saw somebody...
feeling deep yet hurt...
should i treat everybody...
like a wind pass on me?...
If that "someone" know...
i dont need your empathy...
but i need to let go everything...
O Allah please ease my way...

Wednesday 18 March 2009

SUNWAY-->BILIK MAYAT





salam to all....

Yesterday was my day.....somebody whispered me....
huhu....
I just replied.....
"kene ingat mati kowt"
My housemates said....
"alhamdulillah....patutla puase arinie eh"

huhu....
March every year really significant and meaningful to me...
15 March - My eldest bro birthday
17 March - My Big Day
19 March - My beloved Mama's Birthday
"Happy Becoming Birthday MAMA!!!"

My childhood day "Flash back"
I was thinking...."macam mane la bole cantik jea susun abang,wani & mama nyer birthday"
"tu sume kuasa Allah....wani ngn abang ni memang kembar 3 tahun" mama replied once.
masa dahulu-dahulu cam geram gak ngn statement tu...haha...lawak jea...ye la mmg xsuka diri ini dibanding-banding dan disama-samakan dengan sesiapa...

But now........
I dont mind if people say im twins of my brother...
haha...its fun what...but certain things im totally different from him....

here some chronology of my BIG day....
haha...bukan nak jobo...
but i feel very happy....
dan terharu cam nak nangis jer ngn sumeorg....

it started
15 March 2009
OMG i woke up early in the morning....
whatttt..6.50am...
i thought i was late...
when texted angah...he also not yet ready....
haha how lucky im....
but im in hurry.....
baju sume blum gosok lagi...
xtaw bak pkai baju ape...
ok bantai jea...
so around 830 angah reached cyberia...
we went to LCCT...
jap lagi Mama nak berlepas ke Bangkok....
Nasib baik mama xsampai lagi...
kami sebenarnya agak lewat...
Alhamdulillah we reached there on time...
Sayangnya jumpa mama xlama...
dah kene check in...
jadi kami tiga beradik pegila MaryBrown....
konon-kononnya celebrate birthday Abang...
Haha...the dishes there not bad....tasty and worth buying....
hope abang happy with my gift..simple with thought...
angah sent me to KL sentral...

2nd part of the day....


huhu....
we went to sunway pyramid...
i got mission here...
huhu...
my advance birthday celebration with my best friend...
thanks Miezah for the moment :)...
really appreciate...
we had branch at Papa something...
huhu couldnt remember the name...
it was a new place for me...
as usual Miezah always introduce me the new things...
haha...really enjoy!!!!
fortunately i had a mission...
huhu to buy my new sport shoe...
as mama said thats my birthday present weee!!!!!...
i think we "tawaf" the whole sunway pyramid many times...
haha very tiring...
after i tried almost 20 shoes in several store...
finally i manage to get the one i like :P
actually there is one shoe i damn like...
but no size so sad...
however this shoe is good enough for me after 70% less...
wee as usual i only shopping during sales only :)...
I spent almost one day with Miezah...
huhu interestingly i bought pants also sales 70%...
unfortunately i receive a phone call...
OMG there were alot assignment waiting for me...
i have to give Miezah a big credit help me to select and be patience...
haha...
long time no shop la Miezah :)...
Thank you so much of your cute special cake for me :)...


huhu...
orang nak besar ni...
macam-macam pulak rasanya...
tak tertinggalan rasa nak kawen pun ye gak :))...
tapi "hold on" dulu calon pun tak de lagi...
so sabar jea menanti 17 March ni...
sambil itu bersiap sedia atas apa-apa kemungkinan...
haha...
perasan jea wani ni...
apa-apa pun dalam kepala ni memang tgh serabut pasal YM 1....
pro exam....
arghhhh macam-macam lagi komitment zaman-zaman belajar ni....

17 March 2009
Belajar Public Health....
wah!!!!!block kali ni tak de pulak tido dalam kelas....
mungkin dah besar kowt..
insaf tu lebih sikit....
haha....
banyak pulak bende yang nak di photostat kan...
lepas kelas pun pergilah kedai photostat notes...
kawan-kawan semua buat bodo jea...
"bisik hati ini"
macam nak sayu-sayu pun ade...
tapi bile pikir dah besar ni...
nikamat iman dan hidup dah cukup besar...
nikmat sahabat-sahabat yang baik disekelilingku....
memberi semangat untuk aku terus berjuang...
tiba-tiba Faran call...
jarak umur kami tak jauh berbeza...
selang 6 hari jea...
jadi die mengajak aku main ping pong....
konon-kononya nak rasmikan bad ping pong dier...
wah terasa diberi penghormatan plak...
OMG mmg aku sangat rindu main ping pong...
apa lagi terus berlari dari kedai menuju ke kampus...
huhu....
bila bukak jea pintu DISECTION HALL @lebih dikenali sebagai BILIK MAYAT...
berkumandang lagu pengantin baru :))...
haha salah tema la korang ni....
SUPRISE!!!!....
mati-mati ingat ada ke calon suami sampai meriah lagu pengantin baru...
yang tak boleh tahan siap ade payung "ecah" pegang konon2nya nak jadi pengapit...
haha that was my suprise party yang sangat lawak.....
sampai menangis gelak...
belum abis gelak....
dieorh hadiahkan Raket Squash!!!!!!!!!!!
SQUASH!!!!!WHAT!!!!!!
giler lagi aku rase nak melompat......
THANKS MY DEAR FRIENDS for the present!!!!!!
REALLY meaningful......
sangat tak sangka kejutan yang sangat best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday 12 March 2009

Tidak Mahu Hidup Dalam Sejarah?


Salam...

perkara yang sangat subjektif untuk dibicarakan...
lain orang lain perspektif...
persoalannya tetap sama...

apa kene mengena potret diatas dengan entry ini?
pernah kita imbas kembali...
bilakah kali pertama kita berkunjung ke zoo?
dan bilakah kali terakhir kita berkunjung ke zoo?
ini sebahagian daripada sejarah zaman kanak-kanak kita...

sejarah merupakan fakta
fakta yang tak boleh diubah
tetapi boleh dibuat cerita
cerita yang tak tahu sejauhmana kesahihannya
memang sedap didengar jika diceritakan
tetapi tak seindah apa yang telah dilalui oleh punya badan
namun sejarah hanya boleh dibicarakan dan diceritakan kembali
dikalangan orang-orang yang sama-sama laluinya
jika tidak boleh jadi tersasar fakta....

"aku hanya terdiam dan tidak mampu mengulas pabila orang lain menceritakan sejarah diriku tanpa aku pernah bercerita kepadanya"

Friday 6 March 2009

Berperang

hampir tidak pasti apakah yang cubaku sampaikan pada entri kali ini....
entry ini ber"status" draf sejak 2 minggu yang lalu....
mungkin lebih.....
Pabila aku usir kembali ingatan ini...
tajuk entry ini tidak lari dengan peperangan yang berlaku didalam sanubari ini....
membelai aqal yang sihat,menghakis jiwa yang kacau,menusuk nafsu yang bergelora...

Apakah aku faham tentang setiap langah aku?
cuba memahami konflik diri sendiri?

menulusuri jua aku setiap saat
cuma fikiranku agak bingung
aku cuba membajai ketenangan dalam kekeliruan
Apakah aku bersedia menempuh hidup-hidup mendatang?

Wednesday 4 March 2009

Allah answer my PRAY......



Pulau Perhentian


Alhamdulillah...
really thankful...
miracle happen...
i never expect...
from stem to stern...

Allah shows His miracle...
by touching people heart...
words is like a sword...
better silence...

Allahu Akbar...
why He creates
1.one mouth?
2.two ears?
3.one nose?
4.two eyes?

those people tafakur...
less talk unless it necessarily but listen more to rationalise ,
smell less as it stimulates nafs but observe more to be thankful,


Patience,Calmness,Smile,Positive Thinking...
that is the rule of thumb to achieve Husnuzon...
Things will get better if honesty acts as a key...
Life is so risky and full of choices...
it is the matter how we look at it & think about it...
Perception always plays an important role...
Doing good things to people without hoping any returns...
Do it because of Allah...

"ikhlaskan hati mohon kemaafan leburlah dosa ditapak tanganmu"


Freedom

My day starts with weird dream...
Wondering without thinking...
Yes not feeling well today...
As life must go on...
Lesson knock my brain to enter...
Wonderful lesson today...
Allah loves me by cleaning my heart...
I am not pretending...
It was very smooth...
Allah give me strength to face it...
With hamdAllah thank you Allah...
Reflecting back of the journey...
Allah design it very particular...
Allah most Merciful...
It starts with HIJRAH...

Hopefully this HIJRAH will be BETTER day by day and long lasting...
O Allah I miss to cry in front of You...
O Allah give me strength to istiqamah in seeking knowledge...
O Allah guide me by making decision...
O Allah widen up my opportunities,successful and happiness...
Ya Razk please widen and open up my "rezeki"...

My Next Mission --> rebuild & build my family...
My Focus --> Professional Exam + Young MERCY FYC 2009...


The Supporters

Tuesday 3 March 2009

Uuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

salam....

this is special entry utk budak dah besar!!!

ade budak dah besar....

kete putih dah xde sticker merah....

haha....

Ade budak dah besar....

renew 2 tahun jea?

huhu

Ade budak dah besar...

macam2 die beli-tak leh blah eh hard disc baru....

hehe

Ade budak dah besar...

mintak jea duit pasti dier bagi...

haha

ade budak dah besar...

dah pandai makan ikan...

first day makan ikan "BAWAL"

huhu

rupe-rupernyer ikan kembung...

second day jobo makan ikan keli...

Mek cakap merengla budak ni....

perkataan yang best "SENGET" la budak ni...

kepada tuan punya diri.....

selamat membesar...

meraikan lesen memandu yang baru...

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