Saat-saat terakhir.....

salam...

kampus sungguh meriah......

mana tidaknya,

saat genting....

"exam fever"

sedar-tak sedar....

almost one year being a medical student....

"hectic"

that is the best word I could describe....

too many things happened...

too many things gained....

too many thing hurt.....

too many things grew.....

too many things sacrificed....

too many things experienced....

just too many memory that i could not able to documented....

happiness & sadness

come & go

good luck everybody for final block....

slowly we grow...slowly we gained.......

Sejenak D'Putrajaya

04 Jun 2008.......

1145 - 1330

Bertafakur D'Masjid Putra....

Masa tidak mengenal usia...

Aku terus melangkah....

perjalananku masih lagi jauh....

tersungkur,jatuh,linangan airmata.....

terus menjadi asam garam dan ragam.....

hari-hariku.....

semakin banyak aku belajar.....

semakin banyak dugaan.....

Apakah aku terus begini?

Mengapakah aku terus diuji?

Bagaimanakah untuk aku bangun?

Dimanakah titik permulaan?

Adakah aku terus menyakini?

Siapakah aku ini di sisi Allah?

Tamparan yang hebat aku sedang lalui....

Masa silamku.....

aku kuburkan....

aku timbuskan...

aku korbankan....

Masa kiniku....

aku bentukkan...

aku bajakan....

aku warnakan...

Saban kali aku buntu dengan diri sendiri.....

Selamat tinggal masa silamku.....

Selamat datang buku baruku......

Aku ingin hidup secerah mentari
yang menyinar di taman hatiku
Aku ingin seriang kicauan burung
Yang terdengar di jendela kehidupan

Aku ingin segala - galanya damai
Penuh mesra membuah ceria
Aku ingin menghapus duka dan lara
Melerai rindu di dalam dada

Sedamai pantai yang memutih
Sebersih titisan embunan pagi
Dan ukhuwah kini pasti berputik
Menghiasi taman kasih yang harmoni

Seharum kasturi seindah pelangi
Segalanya bermula di hati di sini…

This is my first time playing with tag

TAG by Milah

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
belum lagi.Sume cam tak menjadi jea

2. Have you ever felt stupid? Why?
Sangat selalu.im innocent :P.

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
The most? ,hmm..banyak sgt dalam list.rumah parents sgt wajib.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Success & barakath dunia wal akhirah

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course. Ikut fakta sains, titisan2 hujan akan me'refract' cahaya putih matahari dan akan terbentuklah pelangi~~
amik jawapan milah

6. What do you want to eat at this moment?
asyik nak makan kenny rodgers jea

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
huhu..wow ameenn..harap menjadi kenyataan.maybe invest (hartanah) & spend for volunteerism...(nuturing passion to care)

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Hmm..wow..i nak confess?? if it is the right time, tak salah untuk mengaku..hehe

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?

1. Mak, ayah,tokwan,angah,abang

2. My uncles and aunties both side

3. Kawan2 sekolah rendah.

4. Kawan2 sekolah menengah.

5. CUCMS members

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
He got everything that I wish for~!
to complete myself...somebody humor...because im bohsan people...hukhuk

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
So far 4WD

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
soalan cepumas...both boleh x?...haha insyllah kawen nnti....

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
pin point please.
tolongla bagitaw sejujur2nya....sangat mengharap utk orang menegur

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Keberkatan

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
yeah........tinggal fulus jea xde

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
Any mac product...freak of apple

17. What is your favourite fragrance ?
Saya ada satu je minyak wangi. Saya tak tau apa pewangi kegemaran saya lagi. Uhuuu~
rasenya not too fruity

18. Are you in love?
baru lepas...haha....hope to love my future husband...haha still xjumpe lg :P

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
rukun iman keenam - percaya qada' n qadar

20. Do you believe "kehidupan adalah untuk memberi"?
Yes,Its me!!!!

And now, I'm tagging my 8 friends :

1.Sara Idris
2.Za'faran Hisham
3.Abidah
4.Nurulkamilah
5.Muhammad Asyraf
6.Nurul Safiah
7.Farah Syahirah
8.Atirah

3 Ramadhan 1406

salam...

Special entry......

May Allah will always bless you....

May LUCK will will never ever leave you....

Success will always be with you....

Good HEALTH is always loyal to you...

HIS BLESSING will guide you all the way...

IMAN will always increase in you...

May all your wishes and dream come true....

Happy Birthday...

All my life: K-Ci and Jojo

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,

sweeter than you

and I will never find another lover more precious than you,

more precious than you

_ _ _  You are Close to me just like my father,

Close to me just like my mother,

Close to me just like my sister,

Close to me just like my brother

You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,

For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,

I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face always seems to glow,

You turn my life around,

You pick me up when I was down,

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face glows,

You picked me up when I was down,

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face glows glows,

You picked me up when I was down

and I hope that you feel the same way too,

Yes I pray that you do love me too!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

All my life I pray for someone like you

shock.............

salam....

almost one month i didnt update my blog......

it is due to certain circumstances.....

its not an easy journey through out life....

complicated,miscomunication,doubt,unfaithful are the players.....

what goes around comes around....

that is the circle of life.......

what to do??

tears explain everything....

There are so many junction??????

salam.....

hatiku bergetus......

diam seribu bahasa....

tak terkata apa yang telah aku dengar......

tergamam,terkedu dan terduduk.....

"we come to love not by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"

"Ya Allah please give back smile to my bestfriend,Ya Allah, give back her strength and spirit"...insyAllah

" There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way"

http://izzatnizam.blogspot.com/search/label/love

"Setiap perpisahan itu menambah rindu pada pertemuan yang seterusnya. Pertemuan hakiki, yang tidak ada lagi keraguan padanya...usah gusar dengan perpisahan kala ini, kerana kelak, kebahagiaan yang lebih bermakna bakal menanti hati orang-orang yang sabar..."

Love & Life (nukilan daripada my favourite blogger)
A gift from a friend of mine. Meaningful and invaluable


Cinta Agung hanya dari Allah S.W.T. Cinta lain kepada suami,isteri, anak-anak, ibu dan bapa, kepandaian, Kejelitaan, pangkat dan harta benda hanya bersifat sementara. Boleh Hilang dalam sekelip mata. Yang kekal hanya Allah S.W.T.Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapanwalaupun mereka telah dikecewakan..Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati..

Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan kepada merekayang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.Hapuskan Kedukaanmu... Tapi mengapa kesakitan di hati ini masih lagi terasa? Sabarlah.... Mungkin bersama masa kau akan belajar untuk melupai segala kelukaan dan kesakitan itu. Sungguh sekuat mana menahan dirisedangkan air mata semakin mendesak untuk tercurah. Kebahagiaan pasti tiba orang yang jahat pasti tercelasegala keburukan telah menimpa saatnya kelegaan menjelma.

Banyak mata yang terbuka sementara lainnya terpejam.Di dunia nyata sesuatu bisa ada, bisa juga tiada. Maka lemparkan sekuat tenaga kesedihan hatimu sebab kesedihanmu hanya akan membuatmu menjadi nanar.Sesungguhnya Tuhanmu telah menyiapkan apa yang kau perlukan esok hari dan kau akan menjumpai kecukupan itu ketika kau menjalaninya. Biarkanlah segala sesuatumengalir seirama taqdir. Jangan sekali-kali kau tidur kecuali tetap waspada. Saat kau kerdipkan matamu belum sempat kau terlena ternyata Allah telah mengubah keadaan.Sekalipun kulukiskan keagunganMu dalam goresan sebagai tanda kesucian yang mempererat jiwa Engkau tetap Yang Teragung dan tempat segala yang bermakna. Ya Tuhan,hanya pada keagunganMu segalanya terasa lapang.Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah,tetapi ia terlalu manis untuk dikenang. Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan.

Andainya hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan, lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir.Kecewa bercintabukan bermakna duniasudah berakhir.Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah dilupakan.Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya... Tapi ia amat menyakitkanandai kita melaluinya sambil lewa...Ya Allah, Bukakanlah Dadaku, Mudahkan Urusanku dan Hilangkanlah Kekakuan Pada Lidah Agar Mereka Faham Akan Perkataanku.Ya Allah! Mulakan Permulaan Hari IniSatu Kebaikan, Pertengahannya Merupakan Kebahagian dan Penghujungnya Keuntungan. Ya Allah! Tiada Yang dapat Memberi Kebaikan Melainkan Engkau, dan Tiada Yang dapat Menolak Kejahatan Melainkan Engkau, Tiada Daya Upayaku. AMIN...

catatan: entri kali ini banyak berkisarkan nukilan rakan-rakan....

thanks