Kemewahan VS Kebahagiaan

Yang mana satu sepatutnya menjadi pilihan??

hakikatnya

"if only i can say im sorry....i really meant it...im so sorry...its my mistake too...everyone has own reason..."

tetapi hakikatnya.....

“Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love.”

"Too long a sacrifice can make a stone of the heart"

Kali ini entry ini bersifat santai.....
entah apa yang patut dirasai sekarang ini....
serba tak kena....
ku telan dan hadamkan sahaja......
tak ada kudrat lagi untuk aku melawan arus.....
bertafakur,berfikir dan menaakul.....
kini aku dimana?
bukan buang tabiat...
bukan tidak sedarkan diri...
bukan sengaja mengelak....
tapi dah tak tahu nak buat apa....
semakin cuba mencoret dan menafsir....
tiada kata nama...
tiada kata sifat....
tiada kata kerja.....
yang menerjah fikiranku....

Hakikatnya......

serabut....
tanggungjawab makin bertambah.....

mari membahagikan minda
60% - pembelajaran
20% - keluarga
10% - LTDN9
5% - suasana
5% - inilah yang paling sukar

waduh kok mana gue mahu ngerti semua ini.....

Hakikatnya.....

hidup dalam fantasi....
alam maya kebergantungan.....
keliru selaputi kejutan.....
tiada arah tujuan.....
fokus yang mencapah....

say cheese....maaf dipinta pada semua......

tak semua orang memerlukan penjelasan....
diam lebih baik dari berbicara.....
tidak mengenali diri sendiri....
punca utama diperkatakan.....
sejauh mana kebenaran.....
tatkala sahabat karibku setuju....
bonda yang sangat memahami...
setiap gerak geri dan riak muka....

AKU TERKESIMA TERPAKU
AKU BENAR-BENAR MOHON MAAF

back off.......

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?

i rest my case......

(My baby warded,t-shirt&other matters LTDN9,Running out money,heart to heart talk,haematology W2,travel with komuter,my dad,confusing at my hometown,Yayasan Negeri Sembilan,one call,terrible night,scolding,discharge my baby,d'mara,no connection,prof rashid,election)

After all sudden happened....

i prefer to be alone.....lunch at bakery...luckily ah soon joined me....he asked me "which posture is the best for digestion-standing or sitting?"...interesting question while he took 2 plates of nasi lemak...the other table-naja n lina is sharing speggethi..the time consumed by ah soon to finish up 2 plates of nasi lemak equals to naja n lina finish up their a plate of spagetthi..my lunch only yong tau fu sup...its more than enough for me for now.....getting out from ordinary world quite helpful...alhamdulillah...at bakery internet connection well....it is the best time for me to write...enough talking,enough pretending,enough to be strong,enough pressure,enough challenge,enough happiness,enough advice,enough for all....

now i rest my case...........
im tired....

special to my mum.....

mama.....
please be strong.....
i always back you up....
dont put so much worry....
it is a fate for us to face....

mama.....
please dont cry.......
my tears always drop....
when i think about you....
you are amazing woman....

mama....
obviously you know...
clearly you can predict.....
everything in your fingertips....
you can read my mind....

mama.....
before i left home....
before i kissed your hand....
before i headed to komuter...
before i asked for my favourite bubur....

mama.....
you captured me with a question....
the matters that really dance in my head...
i hide that just because i want to comfort you....
but you know your daughter very well...

mama....
my focus towards you and the family.....
increase since what happened at home...
i divert my mind towards our family...
but i dont want to cry in front of you...

mama...
we will take a good care of ayah and mama
mama...
be patience
mama...
be strong

mama...ill grab whatever you adviced and guided me to handle this situation...but im so sorry that i have to rest my case...

guilty

Interpersonal Conflict = Sakit Otak

Aidil aka sin chan

batwomen

analyzing

guess

am i right?

fear

"We create conflict unintentionally, because we are unaware how our behavior contributes to interpersonal difficulties."

 "Interpersonal conflict can affect anyone, causing one to view the world from an overwhelmingly grim perspective."

" At some point, however, you will likely choose whether you will retain the stress you feel or take steps to let it go so you can attain peace of mind."

lately i face a conflict.....the conflict that i never ask for....it just happened....

i hope people will not misunderstood....i persuade myself not to blame anybody.....

im sick of pretending....im not being myself....im not just in my consideration

is this the phases to change??.....to be somebody else??

arghh....ouchh

its too painful...

12am till 3am at putrajaya??

its small matter....

its not a big deal...

its fix already...

no option...

careless!!!!!!

of all i need to do just keep on writing....

enjoy my baby(macbook)

enjoy my soul(samsung)

enjoy my pet(i pod)

worry??

fear??

uncertain??

sit back & relax

obviously you have interpersonal conflict

let your hand working when you feel depress 

CDEFGABC1D1E1F1

play the music

dance with your heart

feel with your mind

sway with your emotion

life is like MCQ

Im so sorry by creating this situation

"Please dont let me be misunderstood"

Strengths of a Choleric

The Extrovert | The Doer | The Optimist

The Choleric's Emotions
Born leader
Dynamic and active
Compulsive need for change
Must correct wrongs
Strong-willed and decisive
Unemotional
Not easily discouraged
Independent and self sufficient
Exudes confidence
Can run anything

The Choleric As A Parent
Exerts sound leadership
Establishes Goals
Motivates family to action
Knows the right answer
Organizes household

The Choleric At Work
Goal oriented
Sees the whole picture
Organizes well
Seeks practical solutions
Moves quickly to action
Delegates work
Insists on production
Makes the goal
Stimulates activity
Thrives on opposition

The Choleric As a Friend
Has little need for friends
Will work for group activity
Will lead and organize
Is usually right
Excels in emergencies

Weaknesses of a Choleric

The Extrovert | The Doer | The Optimist

The Choleric's Emotions
Bossy
Impatient
Quick-tempered
Can't Relax
Too impetuous
Enjoys controversy and arguments
Won't give up when loosing
Comes on too strong
Inflexible
Is not complimentary
Dislikes tears and emotions
Is unsympathetic

The Choleric As A Parent
Tends to over dominate
Too busy for family
Gives answers too quickly
Impatient with poor performance
Won't let children relax
May send them into depression

The Choleric At Work
Little tolerance for mistakes
Doesn't analyze details
Bored by trivia
May make rash decisions
May be rude or tactless
Manipulates people
Demanding of others
End justifies the means
Work may become his god
Demands loyalty in the ranks

The Choleric As a Friend
Tends to use people
Dominates others
Knows everything
Decides for others
Can do everything better
Is to independent
Possessive of friends and mate
Can't say, "I'm Sorry"
May be right, but unpopular