Friday 28 March 2008

a week???

salam....
a week without writing blog.....

too many things come and go.....

too many things been tested......

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english mid semester???
beauty is only deep skin????
weird......huhu.....i dont know how i wrote that esaay...
maybe......misconception????

i just leave it.......
for monday.....
it was not really pleasent day.........

take home message for monday......
i dont want to hurt anybody else......

anway......
prof Rashid class was so interesting.....

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tuesday.....

my heart bleeding.....
not because of pneumothorax....
not because of resspiratory disease......

today we talked about smoking by Prof Abu Bakar....
it was so nice....
by the short "wayang gambar"

yeah...
mood studying for final exam stimulated.....
i wish to cover most of the topic.....
however.....

BOOM!!!!!!
one breaking news..............
i was speechless.....
i was so confuse.....
my feeling was mix......
i cried....

mula-mula rasa ok...
but i realise that i couldnt stand.....
my tears dropped.......

fikiran makin kusut....
tak tahu nak buat apa.....
terpaksa meninggalkan auditorium "Alunan Lestari"......

breath a fresh air outside the campus.....
try and keep calling best friends....
but failed....

finally....
Allah ease my way....
I felt calm......

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but it takes time for me to adapt every single things.........






3 comments:

syafique said...

Allah sentiasa menguji hambanya...kita hanya menerima dan menempuhinya dgn tabah...

*keep smile walaupun perit menerimanya...

raja hazwani aimi said...

thanks syafiq.....

sorry maybe wat mase ni ........
wani sendiri dipinggir sana........
mencari kembali erti kehidupan......

Anonymous said...

teruskan hidup dengan penuh semangat...
ambil semuanya dgn berfikiran positif...
terlalu banyak perkara yang indah di dunia ini untuk kita nikmati...
lepaskan.....
yang lepas biarkan lepas...