Being a survivor

im not pretending
yet being so calm
people change for good
life teach me to appreciate

take a deep wheezing breath
it is not easy to be sincere
sometimes it hurts too deep
be strong and i will support you

never look apparently
dive and chop the bush
tears and wound hide
forgiveness shed the rugae

assumption is a bullet
turning the world upside down
detrusor pinch in pain
crying alone transitionally

feelings expand the bladder
things never lasting
life is compartmentalized
there are ways in and out

happiness conquer you
spirit blow around you
farsighted beyond you
strength inside you

fight your dignity
never look down
no turning back
please yourself

promise me you survive
i always behind you quietly
dont see but hear my pulse
it describes my sincerity